Nothing new..

I would love to keep up with this blog. Life is so busy, and I guess that is good to keep my mind off not being pregnant. We have had zero luck with clmoid. Honestly, I think its because of my weight. I am pushing 300lbs. Hubby and I decided that beginning of december We are switching gears. I am taking 6 months off from meds. I student teach in august and I don't want to be due during that time. Also it gives me time to lose weight.

Today I have mixed emotions. A good friend who aslso struggles(ed) with infertility found out yesterday she is pregnant. She found out today that she is having twins. I want so abd to be over the moon for her, but I feel so sad for myself.

Thats really all I ahve to say today.